Annie Edmonds Author: It can be stressful, Ugh!: I can't believe a month ago I was walking the beaches at the Jersey shore looking for treasure. Where does the time go. And how on earth did I ever make it through.
I feel the painful winter upon us and I think, how long will I have to endure this kind of pain. Living with constant chronic pain is not easy. But living in New Jersey during the long six months of winter makes it that much harder.
Just walking outside for a few minutes is like having knives stuck into my spine and joints. I think, how much more of this can I take? My feet feel as if there are thousands of bee's stinging them. Every day I think why and for how long? Life hasn't been kind to me. And I want to scream.
I dream of the beach and how wonderful it will be when we finally go south and my winter worries are over. Or will we be stuck here, No scratch that. I refuse to live here and torture my body any longer than I actually have too.
If I learned anything from my Dad's untimely death is was that life is way too short. And we have to live our lives the best we can. As soon as humanly possible I will get my little ass out of here.
I am much happier when I'm close to the beach. A feeling of calm comes over me and my mind and soul actually give me a feeling of peace. Its hard to explain but my body reacts to the beach much in the same way. I feel young again.
And so as I sit here finishing a blog that was half written I think to myself; Not one day longer than I have too. Not one day..
I feel the painful winter upon us and I think, how long will I have to endure this kind of pain. Living with constant chronic pain is not easy. But living in New Jersey during the long six months of winter makes it that much harder.
Just walking outside for a few minutes is like having knives stuck into my spine and joints. I think, how much more of this can I take? My feet feel as if there are thousands of bee's stinging them. Every day I think why and for how long? Life hasn't been kind to me. And I want to scream.
I dream of the beach and how wonderful it will be when we finally go south and my winter worries are over. Or will we be stuck here, No scratch that. I refuse to live here and torture my body any longer than I actually have too.
If I learned anything from my Dad's untimely death is was that life is way too short. And we have to live our lives the best we can. As soon as humanly possible I will get my little ass out of here.
I am much happier when I'm close to the beach. A feeling of calm comes over me and my mind and soul actually give me a feeling of peace. Its hard to explain but my body reacts to the beach much in the same way. I feel young again.
And so as I sit here finishing a blog that was half written I think to myself; Not one day longer than I have too. Not one day..
Sun, sea and sex huh? Sounds like a preferable setting to the one you're in at present :) I can relate to the sun and sea - I'd need to find a handsome beach bum for the other LOL - perhaps an artsy guy who lives on a desert island making masterpieces and drinking coconut punch. I can just see him now on his daily run round his little island, muscles rippling in the setting sun, glistening with hard earned sweat...phew - thanks for the opportunity to have a little day dream there Annie! :D
ReplyDeleteHaha, Yea Day dreaming is a good thing. We all have our escapes. Mine just happens to be the beach. If I could go there everyday I do believe I could live a longer, and much happier life. We are working on that dream. Thanks for the post. Come visit and follow me on my Wordpress,blog. This blog is just a snippet of what I have over there. Thanks for the comment..
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